You're bad and I like it!

The problem is that I don't want it. I wanna hate you beacause it should be normal. But I'm not normal, I'm fucking not normal. You aren't like my ideal, you're totally different, you're the opposite and despite all of these I'm interested in you. You are....just you. I feel about you good and bad at the same time. Sometimes I wanna knock you and I wanna wish the worst for you but sometimes I wanna cuddle to you and hug you.